Nar-Anon Chat™

Newcomer, never been to Nar-anon. My entire adult life has been consumed by addicts. Al-anon is so much easier to find, but they don’t understand the power of my fear. My fear of being “too late”. Or the trauma of being “forced” to breath life into a loved one. Twice now I’ve had to breath life into my loved one. IDK what to do, just trying to find meetings or an app with virtual meetings. Something with people who understand.